Today’s Poetics prompt at dVerse Poets Pub is about resolutions. Every year about this time is when New Year’s resolutions fizzle and dissolve, then are forgotten. Last year, I was completely determined to change my behaviors: I read everything about habits, goals, and motivation; I attended an online conference on having my best year; I followed through and did the work; and it worked for a while. But, as usual, life happened, and it all went out the window.
This year, I did not make any resolutions, but I have made a couple significant changes, so is there a difference between making resolutions and actual resolve? Only time will tell.
The prompt for writing the poem is to weave one of five given pieces of advice into a resolution poem.
The Resolve of Despiness
This year there was no reason for a resolution. I poured my mini-bottle of champagne into a long-stemmed glass took it out on the dock into the strangely warm night and truly enjoyed the fireworks reflecting on the water
Something had changed in my constitution as I raised my glass to everyone and no one and said aloud, “I am happy now!” The neighbors came out with sparklers and I yelled Happy New Year, and they yelled it back I didn’t want anything to change, just stay the same
What a frightening thing to think; this dissolution is the state I’ve waited for but it took so long, so many failed attempts so many previous examples that happiness cannot last, the acknowledgment itself dares the universe to take it away.
Today, in response to Of Maria Antonia’s 2022 Weekly Photo Challenge prompt “A New Year,” I tried something I’ve been thinking about. Using the same clear plastic that I used for my “snowglobes,” I created a filter with written words and put them in the world. This opens up so many possibilities, an exciting discovery to start the year.
Stream of Consciousness
It’s stream of consciousness Saturday. The prompt for today is “resolve.” I am resolved to have a day of stream of consciousness. Let those thoughts flow unfettered. When I looked up resolve, I was surprised to find it’s almost a janus word. It has the definition I expected: to come to a definite or earnest decision, but it also means to break up or disintegrate. It also has the musical meaning to progress from dissonance to consonance which could work well as a triple meaning in a poem. If my song ends resolved, is it determined to act, dissolved and broken, or just not dissonant? It can also mean to clear away or dispel (doubts, fears, etc.), so in that way it is a janus because if you resolve an issue, you can come to a decision about it or clear it away and dispel it.
For today’s new poem prompt I browsed my WordPress Reader and found:
We have said goodnight but light’s fingertips grip the horizon the triumphs and horrors dissolve and for a moment peacefulness smells like melting orange dreamsicles and the chill of brain-freeze does not hurt but excites almost every note I breathe is a harbinger of resolve
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